Introduction
i am not an American. But of course i know the 4th of July as Independance Day. And i know ‘Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness’ is one of the famous phrases in the United States’ Declaration of Independence. And until recently, i fully agreed with the common sense behind these concepts… The common sense is: to pursue happiness you must be at least free (liberty) and independent. But is this true?
At least for me, it isn’t true anymore. i make my position clear from the beginning. i want to pursue happiness in my life. But in order to truly do so, i am actually in a process of giving up liberty for slavey and of becoming more and more ‘dependent’ of the Woman who’s slave and worshipper i want to be. And until now, everything indicates that by giving up freedom and independence i come closer to what happiness means in my life.
Does independency exists?
Maybe for a starter: does independence and liberty exists? In a certain sense yes. If you are a child, and you grow up, you want to become ‘independent’ of your parents. So, you want a job to gain a proper wage. And after a few years (or months?) you find out that you are financially independent of your parents now, just to become a wage slave, and totally dependent on your employer. Your parents told you to be at home at midnight.and that doesn’t mean liberty? You end up with an employer who tells you to be at work at 7 a.m., so after a few months of feasting on your salary, you most happily end at home every night at 10 p.m., just to go to bed because you have to rise early for your employer. Liberty? Independence?
This is a small, almost ridiculous example. But more fundamentally, are we ‘independent’? We believe what CNN, Berlusconi or Fox News are telling us. We are wearing what Levi’s or Prada is telling us to wear. We eat and drink what McDonald’s and Coca Cola are telling us to eat and drink. That is just ‘consumer society’, where the pursuit of happiness means to consume what the producers are telling us to consume. Liberty? Independence?
This ‘dependence’ as a consumer we all know, and great philosophers and sociologists have made a critique of that kind of society. But gradually, i became aware i am ‘dependent’ in a much more fundamental way yet. i am a male being, and in my natural state i am dependent on my ‘natural’ male desires. For a lot of men this means the liberty to spread their sperm the way they like it. For a lot of men this means to be in an eternal competition with their fellow (?) men, even if this means making war and counting the casualties. Is this the pursuit of where the penis (or the gun) leads you or is this the pursuit of happiness?
my pursuit of happiness
i am a lowly man, and the first step in my pursuit of happiness is to admit it. It is like an alcoholic going to an AA-meeting the first time and saying: ‘i am x. and i am an alcoholic’. Just to admit frees your mind and soul. i am a man with submissive feelings, i knew this from a very early age. But once i admitted i am a lowly male, i could accept these feelings as a ‘strong’ dimension in my personality. And that is really the next step in the pursuit of happiness, because it is through my submission i can relate in a proper way to a Superior Woman.
Of course, finding a Woman who really wants to care for your submission isn’t easy. But as the founding fathers of the US understood, nobody can promise you happiness, what is important is that you are free to pursue your happiness. i am most happy now that i have found Supreme Goddess Lorena. First She trained me to accept my submission as the core dimension of my personality. Now She allows me to worship and to serve Her, and i feel i am in a process of giving up my existence as an ‘independent’ being and of becoming more ‘dependent’ on my Goddess. And as i feel it now, it is like if i have reached a state of total ‘dependency’ of Her, my pursuit of happiness will have come to an end in a nirvana of submission.
Of course, if you are brainwashed to believe that it is ‘independence’ that matters, going to a process of becoming dependent is difficult. And we should be very careful in giving meaning to that concept. If you browse on a typical bdsm-forum, you meet a lot of men with submissive fantasies, and they are ‘dependent’ of Women to fulfil their fantasies that really have become fetishes for them. So, in reality they are dependent of their fetishes, and they ‘use’ Women to fulfil these fetishes. That is not the kind of ‘dependency’ a lowly male needs in his pursuit of happiness. If he really wants to turn his submission in something that leads to happiness, he has to become dependent of the Superior Needs of the Woman he serves. This must be the reference for his life and for his acts. In this way he becomes dependent on what a Superior Woman wants and he is no longer dependent on his desires as a lowly male.
In the case of Supreme Goddess Lorena, we can even take this one step further. She is one of these rare Women who is strong enough to create a world of Her own. That is one reason why She is a true Goddess. So, ‘becoming dependent’ on Her really means entering Her world and accepting the place She gives you in Her world. And because She is a very complete Person, She stimulates Her slaves to be complete in their submission. Again, this is not easy, but as a submissive male, you really feel you are on your pursuit of happiness while becoming dependent of the world view of Supreme Goddess Lorena.
i just give two examples of what it means to me to become ‘dependent’ on Supreme Goddess Lorena. It are just examples, because Supreme Goddess Lorena knows Her slaves in a very personal way and has a specific path for the submission of each one of them. The first example: Supreme Goddess Lorena controls my chastity (not with chastity devices, just with mental power of both of us). This means less, but also better orgasms for me. But what is most important: the way She controls my chastity makes that my climaxes are less ‘selfish’, less centered at my own penis. They have become a way to worship Her and a way to relate my existence as a lowly male to the mysteries of nature. So, i am more ‘dependent’ now, but truly have made progress in my pursuit of happiness, even in a spiritual way.
The second example is about money. Supreme Goddess Lorena invites Her slaves to send Her gifts and tributes. i don’t feel like i am Her ‘financial slave’ right now, and i openly discussed with Her about my limits due to obligations i have in my other life. But offering gifts and tributes to my Goddess is a normal way to worship Her nonetheless. So in spending my money i am less independent now. But at the same time, i think i made progress in my pursuit of happiness. When i am walking in the city, (in my own city as well when i am on holidays) i am always looking for beautiful things i can buy for my Goddess. And it is difficult, because Her needs are not only superior but delicate too. So i have to choose in the right way. But this makes me so much more sensitive for the beauty of things and for the craftsmanship that is needed to create them.
Conclusion
So, it is time for a conclusion. ‘Independence’ is largely a fallacy. We are always ‘dependent’: on an employer, or on large companies that prescribe what we consume, or on our lowly male desires. The concept of ‘independence’ as it is used now is no more than a cover up for the ‘dependencies’ that we accept unconsciously. Maybe, if ‘independence’ has a meaning, it can be the ‘independence of choosing our own dependencies’. i freely and consciously decided to accept i am a lowly male, and to become dependent of Supreme Goddess Lorena. i can really make this choice freely and consciously because it is a decisive choice in my pursuit of happiness, even if it means ‘giving up’ independence. i thank Supreme Goddess Lorena for Her efforts to create Her own world and for the opportunity She gives me to be part of that world as a male being that is dependent on Her. And i can only invite male readers to explore Her path in your pursuit to happiness.
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