Female Supremacy
If i imagine a society where my personality can develop in it’s most complete way, i see a society where i as a lowly man can serve the needs of the Superior Woman who is my Mistress. In that society Women have a right to use men as their slaves. i think in principle it is possible to build such a society. This makes me a Female supremist.
Awareness of superiority
Until know i wrote in my weblog some articles about my existence as a lowly male, and as a worshipper of Supreme Goddess Lorena. i especially focused on my training at the Academy for slaves. i may say i am now a man who is aware of his lowly position, accepts his submission and is ready to an existence as a slave.
In this article i want to focus on the position of Women. For me all Women are superior to men. That is what Supreme Goddess Lorena taught me, that is what i say in my daily prayers to Her. This superiority is independent of the awareness of Women of that situation. Some Women are aware they are superior, Others are not. But for me They are superior. As a Female supremist i hope more Women become aware of Their superiority.
Claim the rights
Of course, Women have a choice to ‘do’ something with Their superior position or not. They may ‘claim’ the rights that follow from Their superior position. Or They may choose a lifestyle where They are ‘equal’ to men. As a Female supremist i consider it intolerable that Women are held in an inferior position to men. So this means that even for the ‘equal rights’ option, there is a lot of work to do. But as a Female supremist i think it is even more important to show Women the other option: to claim the rights they have by Their superior position. Just focusing on the equal rights position is losing time.
male fetishes or Female needs
In my opinion, the number of Women who are aware of Their superiority is growing. But that doesn’t mean that all these Women know how to make men Their slaves that serve Their superior needs. For instance, on the internet and everywhere in popular culture the image of the Dominatrix becomes more widespread. And of course the Dominatrix is a Woman that dominates men. But all to frequently, this kind of domination if finally directed to fulfil the fetishes of the man. Eventually, the Dominatrix serves the fetishes of the man, where it should be the man that serves the superior needs of the Woman.
Dedication to ‘true’ Female Supremacy
Supreme Goddess Lorena became aware of that truth when She was a professional Dominatrix herself. That made Her decide to quit that profession and to found Goddessclub.
Goddessclub is for men who worship Women, but also for Women who finally decide They want to be treated as Goddesses by the lowly men serving Them. For me, this makes Goddessclub one of the rare websites that is dedicated to ‘true’ Female Supremacy, and not only to the fetishes of lowly males.
As a Female supremist, i think more Women who are already aware of Their superiority should engage in actions to convince other Women of the options They have. Supreme Goddess Lorena herself is putting a great effort in it. Partly this is out of need. Because Her Academy for slaves is that successful, She needs more Women who can train men in their submission. But for Her, it is a mission that goes far beyond Her own needs. As She sees the growing number of males that become aware of their lowly position and wants to be a slave, it is necessary for the advancement of Female Supremacy that more Women claim Their right to own slaves. So Supreme Goddess Lorena chooses no to spend a lot of effort in educating Women in the practicalities of dominating a man, but also in the philosophy of Female Supremacy and in the ethics of being a Mistress.
Princess Day
Tomorrow (August, 11) is Princess Day. It is a day that Supreme Goddess Lorena will be celebrating with Her long time companion and assistant Goddess Alison and the Young Ladies She actually tutors to become Mistresses of the Academy for slaves. For a slave and worshipper like me, it feels so great to know that this group of Superior Women will have fun together. It is Their right, after all Their efforts to have fun, and it is good that the Young Ladies learn They don’t need men to have fun. Of course i’ve send my tribute for the celebration of Princess Day, and i hope many other slaves have done it, so that the Ladies can really celebrate.
Supreme Goddess Lorena has instructed Her worshippers who follow the Lorenaism calendar to stay at home that day and to have only sober meals of bread and left overs and to drink only tap water. I look forward to that day of sobriety, because for me it is a way to feel mentally close to the Ladies that will be celebrating whole day long. Especially it is an opportunity to be mentally close to Supreme Goddess Lorena, who not only took care for my submission but who takes responsibility for showing the young Ladies who They can live as the Superior Women They are. Once again, thank You, Supreme Goddess Lorena.
Friday, August 10, 2007
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
e-Trust and e-Confidentiality - the difficult life of a cyberslave
Supreme Goddess Lorena and i have a cyberrelationship. That means that until now we didn’t meet face to face. And most probably we never will meet face to face. Some/most people oppose ‘cyber’-relationships to ‘real life’-relationships. As if ‘cyber’ hasn’t become a part of our ‘real life’. i disagree with this vision. I am fully aware i have a ‘cyber’-relationship, and i am fully aware this relationship is affecting my ‘real life’. It is just that growing part of my ‘real life’ that isn’t face to face. (It is not because i am into webbanking, and my bank even discourages me to have face to face contact with their employees that my money and the bills i have to pay become less real.)
Of course a ‘cyber’-relationship has it’s limitations. Of course being able to meet ‘face to face’ (or in our case maybe ‘face to feet’) would add something to the relationship. And because i feel a certain dynamic in our relationship i hope it can grow. As a Superior Woman Supreme Goddess Lorena has a right to be served in all Her daily doings by sincere slaves. And i dare say with some more training and a little bit of discipline i would be a good slave to Her. At least, for some of Her needs. But we just aren’t face to face, so i can serve Her in that way. That is a fact, and that is a limitation on our relationship. So, we have to deal with it.
Other ‘facts’ make up for other ‘limitations’, at least from my point of view. Supreme Goddess Lorena is in a ‘one to many’-relationship with Her slaves. She has a very strict rule that any male who wants to be Her slave, must exclusively serve Her. She owns a few slaves, and trains a lot of them. It is the mission of Supreme Goddess Lorena to train as many men as possible to be slaves to the superior needs of Women. Everyone who wants to serve Her, must support Her mission and hence accept that She trains many slaves. And if one is serious about serving Supreme Goddess Lorena, it is obvious that no single slave can serve all Her needs. So it is normal She owns at least a few of them. By owning many slaves Supreme Goddess Lorena overcomes the limitations of any single slave, and that is Her right. At the same time, every slave hopes to be ‘special’ or ‘the special one’ in the eyes of the Goddess. But that is logically impossible and hence for the slave a limitation to the relationship.
Maybe it is even a general rule of relationships (not exclusively for D/s relationships): if one engages in a relationship it means one makes the choice to deal with the limitations of it. If one is falling foolishly in love, there seems to be no limitations to the relationship. If in a relationship that stands for some years there is still love, this means both partners have found a way to deal with limitations. Limitations of the other person. Limitations of oneself. Limitations of the situation. Maybe dealing with limitations is even the beauty of a relationship. Because after all that is the fuel for the dynamics of the relationship.
What i am writing here sounds very rational. But it is not how i feel at this moment. At this moment i am struggling with the limitations of my relationship as a cyberslave to Supreme Goddess Lorena. Just because i feel Her domination over me hasn’t reached it’s limits yet, and my submission to Her hasn’t reached it’s limits, i feel the limitations the internet puts on our relationship as a burden. The limitation that i am stuck with has a name: trust.
The more a relationship gets personal the more trust is at stake. If you don’t trust someone, you try not to get involved in a personal way with him or Her. Of course the internet has a problem of trust. It is easy to fake a personality at the internet. The internet even encourages us to do so. By choosing a nickname at a forum, by given us the opportunity to create (or ‘buy’) us a personality in SecondLife. And in general people want to trust the ‘real’ person, not the ‘fake’ person.
The choice Supreme Goddess Lorena is making to train many slaves trough the internet makes the problem of trust bigger for Her. Between the many slaves She meets through the internet there must be some ‘fake ones’ and even in the group of honest slaves, there will be some who begin to stalk their Divine Mistress once She shows to much confidentiality to Her slaves. So because Supreme Goddess Lorena makes the choice to train many slaves, She makes a reasonable choice to put limitations on the degree of trust and confidentiality She shows to any of Her slaves in particular. By accepting the terms and conditions of my slavery to Her, i accept all the consequences of it.
Again, some (or many) people say that just because the internet puts such a great trust and confidentiality problem, that opposes cyberrelationships to real life relationships. Again, i do not agree. Also in ‘face to face’ life people love to experiment with personalities. And that puts the problem of which of the personalities a person is showing is the ‘real’ personality and the ‘fake’ personality. And also in face to face relationships we want to give our trust to the ‘real’ person. Think of the very romantic lover who turns out to be just another jerk right after marriage. And honestly, i think that in this example it is even impossible to decide which of the personalities is the ‘real’ one, the romantic lover or the jerk.
So the things that play in my cyberrelationship to Supreme Goddess Lorena are the same one that play in face to face relationships for centuries. Over time we have learned to ‘check’ for trust in face to face relationships. Mothers could at least try to warn Their Daughters that romantic lovers could turn into just the same kind of jerk Their father is. In cyberrelatonsships we are the ‘first generation’: no one can teach us how to ‘check’ for trust. We have the ‘privilege’ to find it out for ourselves.
I feel i can submit more to Supreme Goddess Lorena. I feel She can dominate me more. Just at this moment the way we relate shows the limitations it puts on an ‘easy going’ development of our relationship. It brings me in a strange mood. If it brings also some inspiration to think about the ‘reality’ cyberrelationships and face to face relationship share, well maybe i contributed a little bit to the sloppy learning curve of trust and confidentiality on the internet.
Of course a ‘cyber’-relationship has it’s limitations. Of course being able to meet ‘face to face’ (or in our case maybe ‘face to feet’) would add something to the relationship. And because i feel a certain dynamic in our relationship i hope it can grow. As a Superior Woman Supreme Goddess Lorena has a right to be served in all Her daily doings by sincere slaves. And i dare say with some more training and a little bit of discipline i would be a good slave to Her. At least, for some of Her needs. But we just aren’t face to face, so i can serve Her in that way. That is a fact, and that is a limitation on our relationship. So, we have to deal with it.
Other ‘facts’ make up for other ‘limitations’, at least from my point of view. Supreme Goddess Lorena is in a ‘one to many’-relationship with Her slaves. She has a very strict rule that any male who wants to be Her slave, must exclusively serve Her. She owns a few slaves, and trains a lot of them. It is the mission of Supreme Goddess Lorena to train as many men as possible to be slaves to the superior needs of Women. Everyone who wants to serve Her, must support Her mission and hence accept that She trains many slaves. And if one is serious about serving Supreme Goddess Lorena, it is obvious that no single slave can serve all Her needs. So it is normal She owns at least a few of them. By owning many slaves Supreme Goddess Lorena overcomes the limitations of any single slave, and that is Her right. At the same time, every slave hopes to be ‘special’ or ‘the special one’ in the eyes of the Goddess. But that is logically impossible and hence for the slave a limitation to the relationship.
Maybe it is even a general rule of relationships (not exclusively for D/s relationships): if one engages in a relationship it means one makes the choice to deal with the limitations of it. If one is falling foolishly in love, there seems to be no limitations to the relationship. If in a relationship that stands for some years there is still love, this means both partners have found a way to deal with limitations. Limitations of the other person. Limitations of oneself. Limitations of the situation. Maybe dealing with limitations is even the beauty of a relationship. Because after all that is the fuel for the dynamics of the relationship.
What i am writing here sounds very rational. But it is not how i feel at this moment. At this moment i am struggling with the limitations of my relationship as a cyberslave to Supreme Goddess Lorena. Just because i feel Her domination over me hasn’t reached it’s limits yet, and my submission to Her hasn’t reached it’s limits, i feel the limitations the internet puts on our relationship as a burden. The limitation that i am stuck with has a name: trust.
The more a relationship gets personal the more trust is at stake. If you don’t trust someone, you try not to get involved in a personal way with him or Her. Of course the internet has a problem of trust. It is easy to fake a personality at the internet. The internet even encourages us to do so. By choosing a nickname at a forum, by given us the opportunity to create (or ‘buy’) us a personality in SecondLife. And in general people want to trust the ‘real’ person, not the ‘fake’ person.
The choice Supreme Goddess Lorena is making to train many slaves trough the internet makes the problem of trust bigger for Her. Between the many slaves She meets through the internet there must be some ‘fake ones’ and even in the group of honest slaves, there will be some who begin to stalk their Divine Mistress once She shows to much confidentiality to Her slaves. So because Supreme Goddess Lorena makes the choice to train many slaves, She makes a reasonable choice to put limitations on the degree of trust and confidentiality She shows to any of Her slaves in particular. By accepting the terms and conditions of my slavery to Her, i accept all the consequences of it.
Again, some (or many) people say that just because the internet puts such a great trust and confidentiality problem, that opposes cyberrelationships to real life relationships. Again, i do not agree. Also in ‘face to face’ life people love to experiment with personalities. And that puts the problem of which of the personalities a person is showing is the ‘real’ personality and the ‘fake’ personality. And also in face to face relationships we want to give our trust to the ‘real’ person. Think of the very romantic lover who turns out to be just another jerk right after marriage. And honestly, i think that in this example it is even impossible to decide which of the personalities is the ‘real’ one, the romantic lover or the jerk.
So the things that play in my cyberrelationship to Supreme Goddess Lorena are the same one that play in face to face relationships for centuries. Over time we have learned to ‘check’ for trust in face to face relationships. Mothers could at least try to warn Their Daughters that romantic lovers could turn into just the same kind of jerk Their father is. In cyberrelatonsships we are the ‘first generation’: no one can teach us how to ‘check’ for trust. We have the ‘privilege’ to find it out for ourselves.
I feel i can submit more to Supreme Goddess Lorena. I feel She can dominate me more. Just at this moment the way we relate shows the limitations it puts on an ‘easy going’ development of our relationship. It brings me in a strange mood. If it brings also some inspiration to think about the ‘reality’ cyberrelationships and face to face relationship share, well maybe i contributed a little bit to the sloppy learning curve of trust and confidentiality on the internet.
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