Sunday, January 13, 2008

She is my Goddess

Being a worshipper

i am a submissive male. So it is not a surprise that i would end up as a slave to a Superior Lady. That i would worship the Woman who is my Mistress as my Goddess too, is something i never imagined until i met Supreme Goddess Lorena. Now it feels so natural and so good to me to worship Her as my Goddess that it is no difficult to image how i lived before meeting Her.

Specificity of the word 'Goddess'

It is good to be specific about the meaning of words: what do i mean by calling Her to Whom i belong my ‘Goddess’? Within the context of Female Supremacy it is of course a way to designate the superiority of a Woman over men. But we have other words to express that superiority, like Superior Lady or Mistress. So what does the word ‘Goddess’ add to our (or my) understanding of the superiority of Women?

Source of power

i have a D/s-relationship with my Goddess, and maybe the most obvious meaning of the word ‘Goddess’ is in the way i relate to Her. i am Her slave and i must serve Her, no doubt about that But what is the source of Her power over me? Is it Her right to command me and to punish me, like it is written in the slave contract that binds me to Her? The slave contract is very clear and precise, and certainly that gives Her power over me. But that is a kind of ‘external’ authority, a kind of authority that binds a slave to his Mistress in a more traditional sense.

By calling the Her to Whom i belong my ‘Goddess’ i refer to a deeper, more ‘internal’ authority. i am devoted to Her, and that devotion provokes an urge to serve Her. She has power over me just by ‘being’ that unique person She is. Her person is the most ultimate reference for my life. Her person gives ‘sense’ to my existence as a lowly male, and giving ‘sense’ to someone’s life surely is a Divine Power. As a slave, i must serve the needs of my Mistress, as Her worshipper these needs are for me a treasure, and serving Her is a privileged way to discover that treasure.

She 'is' Female Supremacy

But for me there is much more in the word ‘Goddess’ than a pure ‘personal’ relationship of a Superior Woman and an inferior male. By calling Her to Whom i belong my ‘Goddess’ i acknowledge it is through Her that i am related to the wider world, including the world of spirituality. As a Female Supremist i believe that we should take the principle of Female Supremacy as a way to organize households and societies and as a way to relate to Nature and the Universe. Women must take their natural superior place, and men, as the lowly beings they are, must serve and worship these Superior Women.

As a Goddess, Supreme Goddess Lorena ‘emanates’ this world of Female Supremacy. She makes clear in a very intuitive way that such a world is possible and that it is a world of beauty. The way She radiates Female Supremacy opens the senses and the mind of people (Women as well as men) for this reality that stayed hidden during so many centuries. In Her creativity She even ‘creates’ this future world of Female Supremacy. As an inferior male i can never have that same sensitivity and that same creativity as my Goddess But through worshipping my Goddess i have access to Her world of beauty and perfection. And maybe by worhsipping Her i help to create a field of energy that makes Her power stronger.

The efforts of being a Goddess

Is every Woman a Goddess? That is an interesting, but difficult question. And as an inferior male, i am not in the position to give a definite answer. At least in actual society, where Female Supremacy is not yet generally accepted, not al Women act like a Goddess. It are the strong and convinced Women who actually take a leading role in the coming of Female Supremacy. So the word ‘Goddess’ means to me also a Woman who accepts Her leading role in the coming of Female Supremacy. i am convinced that to be a Goddess in that sense of the word is partly a matter of ‘talent’, being a Goddess is a gift. And it is partly a matter of effort and dedication. That is clear in the life of Supreme Goddess Lorena. She is gifted, very gifted. But the fact that She is a Supreme Goddess now is also the result of choices She made in Her life and a lot of effort.

my efforts compared to Her's

Of course, being the slave of a demanding Woman like Supreme Goddess Lorena asks a lot of effort. Of course worshipping Her asks a lot of effort. But after all, what are my efforts compared to Her’s? If my slavery can make Her life more enjoyable, it is worth the effort. If my slavery can add to Her power as a Goddess i know my life as an inferior male is not wasted.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

New Year's resolution

Pinnacle 2007

Looking back at 2007, the pinnacle of my personal life was that Supreme Goddess Lorena took ownership of me as Her slave. It is somewhat strange for a man who is aware of his submissive feelings that it took him so long to finally make the step of becoming a slave of a Superior Woman. But finally i did it, and it feels good. So, when i watched this video clip of Supreme Goddess Lorena, it was like She was talking about me. Why did i loose so much time before making up my mind?

Easy to be a slave

Being someone’s slave makes life easier in some ways. For instance it is very easy to make a New Year’s resolution for the year to come. It is simply being a better slave to Supreme Goddess Lorena. i don’t need to fill in the details now. She taught me the right attitude as the slave of a Superior Woman. It means learning to see Her as Your Goddess, and to consider Her needs as superior, and then train yourself to be attentive to all Her needs. Of course i will not be a ‘perfect’ slave the coming year. But as it feels now i see some margin to grow in my submission.

my work for Her

i feel comfortable that at least i will be useful to Supreme Goddess Lorena. Recently i am doing a lot of work on Her video clips (that are now available in membersection of the Academy for slaves). i even made a clip of my own where i tell about my training at the Academy. Supreme Goddess Lorena allows me to have my own blog so that i can communicate about my feelings for Her and that i can promote Her ideas about Female Supremacy. And She allows me to join some webforums so that i can tell other slaves about the beauty of Lorenaism. i know my work means something to Supreme Goddess Lorena, so i am proud i can do this for Her.

my hope as a slave

Of course, Supreme Goddess Lorena may choose how She would use me. But if i have one hope or one wish for the upcoming year, it is that i can serve Her in a more personal way. That is of course what every slave is hoping for, to serve his Mistress in a most personal way. But serving Supreme Goddess Lorena is something very special, just because She is so very special. She really is a wonderful person, creative, humorous, intelligent… and serving Her needs is a privileged way for a lowly male to know this wonderful person. i just want to know Her, and to be close to Her, and the only way to do so is being Her slave.

and you?

i know most people are making their New Year’s resolutions these days. And maybe if you are a submissive man too, you are pondering the idea of doing something with your submission in 2008. Well, give yourself a nice New Years present and become a member of the Academy for slaves. Maybe this is a strange idea, few people will consider entering a harsh training to become a slave as a ‘present’. i can give you a few good reasons why indeed it is a present. First of all you learn to know Supreme Goddess Lorena and the other Mistresses of the Academy. And second, you learn to know yourself. The Mistresses of the Academy know how to mould you into the slave your submissive self longs to be. Look again at that video clip, surely you’re not the only male submissive who hesitates… But just do it… i did it, and i don’t regret it.

gratitude

i don’t want to end this little article without stating my gratitude towards Supreme Goddess Lorena. Thank You, my Goddess, for convincing me to enter the Academy for slaves and for the sincere training You gave me. Thank You for taking ownership of me, for the work i can do for You and for the way You are commanding me. Thank You, Supreme Goddess Lorena, for giving me Your Holy Days each month so that i can worship You in the way it pleases You. Thank You for just being that unique person You are and for sharing Your life with this lowly male.