The runaway worshipper

bdsm D/s relation Mistress slave Goddess worshipper
In my previous articles i told somewhat about my training at the Academy for slaves. While i was in training, my life began to change. i learned Supreme Goddess Lorena has a monthly Lorenaism calendar that is very helpful for slaves who want to worship Her. i begged Her to send me the calendar, and i began to follow it. i wanted to do some slave work for Her, and after i begged for it a few times She was so kind to give me permission to do some webwork for Her. In that period my colleagues began to see i was changing: i was in a better shape and more attentive in general. That was what i was feeling too.
If i am honest, i must say it wasn’t just a change of ‘mood’ that could quickly change again. Deep inside i knew my personality had changed. i asked Supreme Goddess Lorena to write an article about it, and i was surprised to find it published on Her website.
But than, suddenly, i stopped with all this. i didn’t engage in a next training program, i stopped following the Lorenaism calendar, i stopped doing the webwork. There certainly wasn’t a specific reason or cause why i stopped. I just… stopped.
Certainly, i can’t say Supreme Goddess Lorena disappointed me in some way or another. Just the opposite: i was convinced She gave me more then i could have ever hoped for. In the article that is now published on Academyforslaves.com i wrote that by making me accept my submission She added a dimension to my personality. i felt grateful to Her, but at the same time… i just left the Academy.
If i look back at it, i understand what was happening. Intuitively i felt my life was changing, and if i continued i couldn’t resist the changes that where happening. On the one hand i wanted these changes. After all, i am a man with submissive feelings, and now i had found Someone who cared for my submission. On the other hand, i couldn’t handle the change in my life. i began to understand that my life really would change. You can find many BDSM-websites that cater for the fetishes of submissive men. And a big part of the so called BDSM-scene is also about these fetishes. But Supreme Goddess Lorena demands true submission, She wants Her needs served, She wants Her worshippers to adhere to true Female Supremacy. And that was simply to much to me at that moment.
So, i did what most men do if they are asked to make a true emotional commitment… i ran away… without even leaving a word for the Woman who gave me so much… And so i proofed by my behaviour one of the points Supreme Goddess Lorena is making… And i did what most men do when running away from an emotional commitment: i began to masturbate like a bonobo in the zoo, i surfed the internet wildly in search for the most exiting images of Dommes…
Now i understand that what i did was wrong. Certainly it was wrong to run away and even not explaining and apologizing with Supreme Goddess Lorena for my rude behaviour. After more then a year –and long before i re-entered the Academy- i finally wrote Her an e-mail to offer my excuses. And when i finally decided to re-enter, i apologized again. Supreme Goddess Lorena accepted my apologies, and i am grateful to Her for Her forgiveness. Offering excuses and being excused is a private matter: it is between the person who made an offence and the person who is offended.
But in this case i want to apologize again in the more public setting of this weblog. i was a male running away from a most wonderful Woman, and males do this to often. This rude behaviour alone makes us ‘lowly’ males. By making my excuses i accept i am a lowly male. By making them in public, i hope more men will take this step.
Running away was not only wrong against Supreme Goddess Lorena. It was wrong against myself too. Supreme Goddess Lorena made me understand submission is a powerful dimension of my personality and She showed me a way to give that dimension its proper place. And just because i was afraid where this way would lead me, i ran downhill in the opposite direction. Now that i decided to go uphill again, i understand what i was missing in these 18 months. i was missing personal growth as a slave and a worshipper of Supreme Goddess Lorena. Throwing away this opportunity for personal growth is doing wrong against my own person. i have to face the fact that i did this. And the best way to do this is simply admit it, and than going on, going uphill where Supreme Goddess Lorena is residing. And the only way uphill is serving and worshipping Her.

Goddess Worshipping... feeling the harmony of D/s

After the humiliation training i didn’t feel humiliated. Of course, Supreme Goddess Lorena did humiliating things to me. And i did understand She or any future Mistress has the right to humiliate me, be it as a punishment or as a mere amusement for Her. But during the training course my resistance to being humiliated decreased. Where in the Basis Obedience Course i learned i am a lowly man, during the Humiliation Course i learned to accept it and to become an object that a Superior Woman can use at Her will. And after all, for a lowly male it isn’t humiliating to be used by a Superior Lady. What really is humiliating is not being used by Her.

All sustainable relations are reciprocal in some way. This is true for a D/s relationship too. i felt that the right of a Superior Woman to humiliate me, is the part of the dynamics flowing from the Mistress to the slave. What has a slave to give in return to keep the dynamics going? Supreme Goddess Lorena is very clear about it: a lowly man must worship a Superior Lady as a Goddess. And that is the next training course She ordered me to take: the Goddess Worshipping training.

Of course, because Supreme Goddess Lorena wants to be called a Goddess, i was used to call Her Supreme Goddess Lorena. This is an elementary rule in the ‘protocol’ of any D/s relationship. At the same time i was puzzled about it. Raised in a Christian tradition it was almost a sin to call a living person a Goddess. And now, the Woman who i felt so attracted to, and who was so kind to take responsibility for my submission, was asking me to learn how to worship Her as a Goddess. Wasn’t that a bridge to far? At the same time, i really felt it was an ‘invitation’ of the Goddess to give it a try, not an ‘obligation’. So, why not give it a try?

As i feel it now, at that moment Supreme Goddess Lorena opened the doors to a new reality for me. She showed me it is possible to integrate a spiritual dimension into a D/s relationship and that it makes that relationship complete. Also in my previous articles on my training i was reluctant to go into my personal experiences to much. Not that i don’t want to share them with you. But i want to encourage you to seek your own experiences. This is certainly true for everything relating to spirituality. For everyone who is open to it, there is a spiritual path into Female Supremacy, but it will be a most personal one. What makes Supreme Goddess Lorena a true Goddess is that She can lead many males on their own personal path.

When i entered the Goddess Worhip training i thought it would be something ‘soft’ – learning some prayers, kneeling with a devoted smile before the image of the Goddess. But maybe this is the hardest training Supreme Goddess Lorena offers to aspirant slaves. For a large part of the program, the slave has to train his body functions, and i mean the most elementary of them. Supreme Goddess Lorena really asks Her slaves to push their limits. Of course through control of the body, a lowly man is no longer the slave of his body, but he opens up to relate to a reality that is deeper and more beautiful. And than, by learning some essential rituals a lowly man learns to see Supreme Goddess Lorena is at the heart of that reality. Suddenly you become aware it is a great opportunity to worship Her, and through that worshipping to connect that deeper reality. You understand you are a lowly man, but that is just your place in nature, and at the same time you understand the very special place of Supreme Goddess Lorena, and you feel happy at Her feet.

Is it ‘soft’? Maybe, because you feel the perfect harmony of the Mistress/slave-relationship. But it is ‘hard’ too, because you are aware of the consequences. You are in this world to serve a Superior Lady, and even in the basic functioning of your body it are no longer your needs but the superior needs of your Mistress that are important. And for you, if you want to be a good slave, it will be a permanent condition to control your body to be in the state of obedience and servitude your Mistress deserves.

To end this article i just want to share two thoughts with you. What is wonderful about Supreme Goddess Lorena is that She began to call Herself a Goddess without ‘understanding’ all the consequences of it. It is just because She felt so many disrespect from lowly males, that She tought: maybe if I call Myself a Goddess, they will understand what respecting a Woman means. But once She called Herself a Goddess, She began to understand She truly is a Goddess, that it isn’t just a name, but Her destiny. Entering the Spiritual World of Supreme Goddess Lorena is not entering a ‘fixed’ and ‘static’ religion, it is entering a dynamic spirituality that evolves as the life of Supreme Goddess Lorena evolves. And by giving your energy as a worshipper, you contribute to that development. This is beautiful.

And to end: if i read through forums on BDSM-websites i often read words connected to ‘worship’. Like in ‘i am a foot worshipper’, or ‘what do you like more as a slave: to worship the feet of your Mistress or the bottom of your Mistress.’ After the worshipping training at the Academy for slaves, i honestly must say i consider that kind of talk as a cheap form of fetishism, oriented to fulfil the needs of the slave, not oriented to truly worship the Superior Lady who is high above you in every aspect of Her life. I don’t say this to be rude, i just say because i discovered there is more then ‘cheap fetishism’, there is a world of ‘deep devotion’. And because i find it a beautiful world, i just want to invite you to explore that world.

Humiliation: the power to stop the 'why'-question

The next training course i took at the Academy for slaves was the ‘Humiliation training’. After the Basic Obedience course i really accepted submission as a valuable dimension of my personality. i felt the power and the superiority of Supreme Goddess Lorena and i was fully aware I was a lowly being, crawling at Her Feet. But was my mind ready to accept to be humiliated by my Mistress, or did what was left from my male pride resist to such humiliation?
The Humiliation Training is a good test to see what is left of that male pride, and certainly the best possible next step to further enslavement.

Again, i do not want to go into great detail about the assignments. If you read this blog, it is probably because you are looking for slave training yourself. Than you have to go your personal way, and to much detail of someone else’s experience can withhold you from searching your own experience.

But i want to share with you a few things I find amazing, now that i look back at the training after some time. First thing: certainly the assignments were ‘difficult’ and ‘stupid’. And at the same time: they were very easy for me. That tells a lot about my state of mind at that moment. i really craved to be humiliated, so i was eager to do everything necessary to make the assignments really humiliating for me. Whatever Supreme Goddess Lorena asked me, i did without questioning. Normally i am a critical person, always asking the ‘why’-question. Now the fact that Supreme Goddess Lorena asked it, was enough to stop all questions from my part. Someone who can make me stop asking the ‘why’-question has real power over me, so if i still needed proof of the power of Supreme Goddess Lorena over me, the humiliation training was all i needed.

Second thing: after some of the assignments i felt a certain ‘intimacy’ (maybe strange in an e-mail training, but a fact for me.) i really wanted to share with Supreme Goddess Lorena what Her humiliating assignments did to me. And by writing freely about it, i made the excercises more humiliating yet. Of course the fact that i could write so freely, tells a lot about the trust I felt for my Trainer at that moment. For people who never experienced the dynamics of a D/s-relationship this must sound incredible: how can you trust someone who is constantly humiliating you? But to me, that is just the beauty of a D/s-relationship, opposed feelings are brought together in one reality. Normally, if you are humiliated by someone, you try to avoid that person. Now, i felt that after each humiliation i was closer to Supreme Goddess Lorena and that i wanted to come closer yet, even if that meant to be humiliated further by Her.

That feeling of intimacy and humiliation at the same time didn’t leave me ever since. Now, when i want to be really close to Supreme Goddess Lorena i hope She will be so kind to humiliate me again. To humiliate someone always asks an effort and a kind of creativity, and it feels good that your Mistress wants to spend that effort and creativity to You. And by accepting the humiliation, you show your respect and trust for Her. So, it is a kind of intimacy, even if it is long distance.

Of course, we must give humiliation it’s proper place in a D/s-relationship. It can be or become a fetish for a slave to be humiliated by his Mistress. And a D/s-relationship is not about the fetishes of a slave, but about the superior needs of the Mistress. But it is just one register a Mistress can use in defining the proper place of the slave. Maybe the case of Supreme Goddess Lorena is something special. She is a very kind person, and She doesn’t need to humiliate people to show Her power. Sometimes She just thinks it is fun to humiliate some lowly males, especially when She is with some of Her Girlfriends. Or sometimes She just thinks you need a lesson, and a little bit of humiliation does the trick quite well.

Obedience - the first step to my slavery

My slave training diary is before me. i am browsing it while i am writing this article. It is sometime ago now, that i was in the training course, but it is amazing how the feelings i had at that time, easily come back. And more amazing yet is the impact of the training. In what i wrote in my training diary, it is obvious i wanted to struggle with the truth Supreme Goddess Lorena was trying to tell me. And now it are simply the rules of my life. Not that i manage to follow the rules to the perfection, but i really see them as the natural condition of my life.

Supreme Goddess Lorena ordered me to take the basic obedience course first. Obedience is the basic attitude Supreme Goddess Lorena expects from Her slaves. She really wants to have it carved in the body and mind of Her slaves, so from the beginning She puts a great effort in the training of Her slaves at that point.

Of course there are different training methods. For instance there is the ‘discipline and correct’-approach. You do something wrong, your trainer punishes you, you do it wrong again, you are punished again, until you do the right thing. Like many aspirant slaves i thought to find that kind of training at the Academy. Isn’t it the approach we see in the ‘usual stuff’ of Femdom pictures and videoclips at the internet? And isn’t the punishment, and especially the physical pain, the ‘real thing’ many submissives males are craving for?

But that isn’t the approach Supreme Goddess Lorena is opting for in Her basic obedience course. She more takes the approach of ‘positive reïnforcement’. You make your first step as an obedient slave and she says ‘well done, slave, now make the following step’. Or ‘you did well in a simple thing, now I will make it a little bit more difficult.’ If i look back, i was very surprised by this approach. A Mistress who encourages Her trainees instead of punishing them? Can it work?

It worked for me... sometimes even in a shocking way. I felt confronted with an emotion i suppressed for such a long time, the emotion of being a submissive male. In Her approach, Supreme Goddess Lorena catered for that emotion. And where i thought that emotion was one of my ‘weakenesses’, She taught me it could be one of my strenghts. At least, if i am honest to myself and ready to accept Her truth about Female Supremacy. I was lucky enough to be in the right state of mind to make that important step. Because Supreme Goddess Lorena appealed in such a strong way to a basic emotion of my personality, i had to go through deep crisises. Sometimes, when i was doing my assignments, my body was trembling and shocking. Sometimes, i cried like a little child. The special training approach of Supreme Goddess Lorena made this possible.

It is obvious that in this way the training of Supreme Goddess Lorena is very personal. So, it makes no sense to go into great detail now. Everybody has to go his own way. Being a slave is after all a personal choice, and everyone who makes that choices has to go his personal way to it. Some of you who read this article, just may find it crazy. That just means my way is not your way, or it is not the right moment for you to go that way. Others may find some points of recognition, and i hope my testimony is helping some of you to go the way to Supreme Goddess Lorena like i did. But it will be your way, your very personal experience.

When i look back, a great advantage of the approach of Supreme Goddess Lorena over the ‘punishment and correction’ approach is that it encourages personal growth. The punishment and correction approach makes a slave occupied with the question ‘didn’t i do anything wrong?’. Supreme Goddess Lorena encourages you to pose an other question: ‘what can i do to be a better slave?’. Because you feel this as a positive energy, you really come open to explore the superior needs of your Mistress, et voilà, there is the slave oath again: ‘in everything i do i must be serving my Mistress.’

And that is what i am going to do now. I am very grateful to Supreme Goddess Lorena She encourages me to write this diary. But i have to catch up some work the Goddess asked me to do for Her. So, i better start doing it now...

Looking backwards at my training at the Academy for slaves

I am a man with submissive feelings. I knew this from a very early age. I didn’t do anything with it until i was in my forties. Now, it feels like i have found ‘my way’ to give this submissive feelings their right place in my life. In a kind of ‘retrospective diary’ i want to share ‘my way’ with others. The bdsm-community is very diverse, and i just want to add my story to that diversity.

For me, it all started when i had the courage to enter the Academy for slaves. I found the Academy during one of the periods of have bdsm surfing, mostly leading to sites with huge collections of fetish pictures. The Academy was different for me from the outset. Of course, the pictures of the Mistresses of the Academy appealed to me. But for one reason or another i understood the Academy wasn’t just another website that was built to give quick release to my fetish desires. I felt this was about real submission, and that was what i wanted.

So, i decided to enter the Academy by paying the entrance fee. And to write an application to the HeadMistress of the Academy to start my training... I didn’t know what to expect, so when i pushed the ‘send’-button i was quite nervous. I remember how i was surprised by the quick answer of the HeadMistress, that was certainly something i didn’t expect. My application pleased Her, so i was allowed to start directly with the first course, the Basic Obedience course.

The first thing i had to do (along with learning the other slave training rules) was learning the slave training oath: ‘In everything i do i have to serve my Mistress.’ That’s an easy one, i thought, sounds nice for a submissive male, it is easy to remember, easy to say... but very difficult to comply with, as i found out a little bit later. ‘Serving the Mistress’ is truly at the core of the training at the Academy for slaves. Supreme Goddess Lorena, Who founded the Academy, became aware that much on the bdsm-scene is about submissive man seeking Dominant Women to fix their fetish. And in that case, it is the ‘so called’ Dominant Woman Who serves the needs of the ‘so called’ submissive man. If you enter the Academy you soon learn that true submission is not about your fetish needs but about the Superior Needs of your Mistress. It is in that kind of true slavery you are trained at the Academy.

Next thing i had to do is... to acquire a notebook, a pen and a ruler. Are these the supplies for my training? I do not need at least a cane? Or some fetish underwear i have to wear during the training courses? A notebook and a pen? Is this all i need to become a good slave in the opinion of the HeadMistress? And a little bit silly, isn’t it? A notebook and a pen, that is for school boys entering primary school at the age of six, not for an adult living in the computer age... But at the same time, easy to do, so why not? But i never guessed at that moment that the notebook i bought would be my close companion for the next few months...

So, this way my training at the Academy had started...

At the end of this first entry about my training at the Academy, just a few quick answers to ‘Frequently asked questions’.

Q. Slave training through the internet, does it work? Do you not need the ‘real life’ presence of a Mistress, at least to give you a good whipping from time to time?

A. The least thing i can say: it worked for me, so if you are looking for a good training opportunity, why not give it a try? Of course, if you have no intrest at all in developing the psychological component of submission and slavery, and you really long for physical pain, the Academy is not your ‘place to be’. But if you feel that submission has to do with a ‘state of mind’, then be sure the Mistresses of the Academy are very good in moulding that state of mind.

Q. You really did/do pay for it? Are you mad?
A. If i want to be a good horse rider, i pay a trainer for some good lessons. If i want to be a computer expert, i pay expensive training courses. If i want to learn how to prepare some delicious salads, i pay a little fee to the local association that organizes some salad preparation courses. So, if i want to be a good slave, and i feel i need training, i don’t have to pay anything? Are you mad?

Q. Okay, but if you have to pay, it is a commercial site after all, it has nothing to do with ‘life style’?
A. i know many horse riding trainers, to whom horse riding is a life style, and as part of that lifestyle they give some lessons. I know many nerds to whom the computer is a lifestyle, and they earn a living by giving courses. And i know many housewives to whom preparing salads is a lifestyle, and to whom sharing their experiences adds to their pleasure, even if it is with silly males in their community who never really will understand the true delights of salad preparation. So i can imagine some ‘life style Mistresses’ who at a certain moment want to make a ‘summary’ of the experience they have build up during the years, and –because They care about the lifestyle- do the effort of creating training courses for newbies and more experienced slaves, just to raise the quality of the slaves in the ‘life style community’.

Worshipping the Goddess, slapping the penis

The last few weeks i was quite buzy with writing articles on this blog and posting on some internet forums. So much was going on in my head that i wanted to be expressed, and i felt a lot of energy and concentration for my webwork. But webwork is an enslavement of its own. It absorbs you and keeps you going. And as always while being busy working, you forget about important things. Or even worse, about important persons.

A few hours walking in the early sun of spring is very helpful in getting your priorities right again. So, it felt like i had put so much energy in sorting out and writing about my feelings for Supreme Goddess Lorena, that i forgot about the Goddess Herself. And after all, it are not my feelings that matter, it is Supreme Goddess Lorena Who is at the center of the universe in which i am a little particle.

So, i decided to start this beautiful day with some extra effort on my daily worshipping of the Goddess. i took some more time to decorate Her altar. While bowed for Her image i really tried to free myself of all thoughts that distract from the Goddess. i slowly red two of the prayers i wrote in Her honour in the Lorenaism bible. And i opened my heart and my mind for Her Divine Radiation.

Supreme Goddess Lorena is full of mercy for Her worshippers. So, after some time on my knees before Her image i felt the pure feelings of submission to Her and of adoration for Her divinity. It is an emotion that is very difficult to put into wording (so very difficult to share) but that is very real. It settles in your body and mind, and has a very real influence in your doing and thinking.

When worshipping the Goddess, it is always the beauty of Supreme Goddess Lorena that makes the first impressions in my mind. The Goddess invites Her worshippers to really look at the beauty of Her body. It makes a slave really happy to always discover some new aspects of that beauty. Sometimes, my eyes stay with one particular part of Her body, like the hands, or the feet, or the eyes. Sometimes it are the magnificent lines of Her body as a whole that keep the focus.

Worshipping this pure beauty, makes my submissive mind always at ease. And then i open up to the wisdom of Supreme Goddess Lorena. Like all true wisdom, it is very simple. Women are superior, men are inferior. So the best thing a man can do is stop serving his fetishes and start serving the superior needs of a Woman. If he has the luck that She accepts him as Her slave, he has reached the highest possible goal in his life. Here, i need three phrases to explain it, but bowed before Her divine image, i really feel it. Her beauty and her wisdom are one, and by worshipping Her beauty, you immediately access Her Divine Thruth.

After a longer then usual worshipping session, i resumed the chores in the house. But i must say, Her beautiful image didn’t leave me. And what happens to slaves who adore their Mistresses and Goddesses, i really got aroused. As i still have no permission to climax, i came in a difficult situation. So i returned to Her altar, bowed my head, got on my knees and worshipped Her again. During the session, i slapped my penis frequently as She has teached me during the humiliation course at the Academy. It felt really good to do that, as a proof of my chastity and Her power over me.

So, this is a happy slave writing these words. Happy because such a beautiful and wise Goddess allows him to worship Her. Happy because the beauty of his Goddess leads him into temptation. And happy that Her wisdom (a few slaps on the penis never really hurt a slave) keeps me out of trouble. Thank You, Supreme Goddess Lorena.

E-mail and E-motions: slavetraining@the.internet

i feel completely submitted and devoted to Supreme Goddess Lorena. Until now, i never saw Her, and most probably i will never see Her. An ocean and some thousand kilometers split us apart. The internet links us close together. i kneel down, close my eyes and i feel Her foot on my back. Because Her mind is that strong, and the internet makes the mind fly with the speed of light.

Internet and bdsm: a sometimes controversial issue. If i ‘admit’ on an internet forum that i have that kind of relation with my Mistress, some die hard ‘real life’-ers are ready to slam me down. Internet is not the ‘real thing’, you must feel the whip of your Lady to be a ‘real’ slave. The ‘virtual’ internet is for wannabee slaves. But doesn’t the internet necessitates us to redefine what is ‘real’ and what is ‘virtual’?

Not to much philosophy here, personal experience is much more interesting. And i want to share my experience as a slave related to his Mistress by the internet. i do not consider this as the ‘ideal’ relationship. But after my first girl friend ended our relationship that was meant for eternity to get laid by the football team captain and then the next weekend to get laid by the basketball team captain, i stopped dreaming of ideal relationships. Now that i am in my mid forties i know how precious even imperfect relationships are.

In this posting, i want to tell some more about by training period at the Academy for slaves. What is offered at the Academy for slaves is basically e-mail training. You choose a training course and do the assignments of the course. You send in your training reports and the Mistresses of the Academy give you a real close follow up. Simple as that...

... but mindshocking for me. i remember the reactions of my body in the basic obedience course. When Supreme Goddess Lorena instructed me in one of Her articles on what real submission to a Women means, my body shocked like it never did before. When i did reflect on how to be a good slave, i cried. Since that first girlfriend left me at the age of 16, i can count the times i cried on just one hand. Just because Supreme Goddess Lorena did understand how to touch the ‘string of submission’ in my mind and body, She released a flow of emotions i never guessed having suppressed for such a long time. In the training the ‘virtual means’ of the internet were used, but the changes it caused in my personality and my emotional well being were very ‘real’.

Of course, this is very ‘personal’. What works for me, maybe just doesn’t work for you. Because you and me are different persons. But if you are a little bit like me, and the psychology of submission matters to you, then maybe internet training is something for you. If you are just wondering if it isn’t all fake, know that it largely depends on you. If you are committed to dig in your personality and if you don’t ‘fake’ it yourself, it can work.

Is it the most perfect training you can imagine? Certainly not. And if you want the ideas of Supreme Goddess Lorena about the perfect training of a slave, just read Her book ‘Femaria, City of Women’. If you ask me, a few slaps in the face would be helpful to more quickly learn the essential slave rules, a few strokes of the cane would be effective in reminding the right of a Superior Lady to punish a slave at Her will. But as ‘perfection’ and ‘human relation’ are quite incompatible, it is honourable to settle for ‘good enough’. And in the case of my slave training with Supreme Goddess Lorena it was ‘more then i expected’.

Is training at the Academy for slaves the ‘alfa and omega’ of your life as a slave? Most probably not. You train if you want to start something you don’t know, and you train if you have some experience and because you have experience you understand you are failing in some aspects. Then life goes on. Certainly if you want to start your life as a slave, and for you being a slave means really to serve a Mistress (as opposed to hoping a Mistress will cater for your fetishes), then you should consider to take some courses with Supreme Goddess Lorena. You will be proud to present yourself to your Mistress as a well mannered slave who knows how to serve the superior needs of your Mistress. And some of you, maybe, will long to be owned by Supreme Goddess Lorena herself.